The 1st night in the 7days. :)
I duno why you will choose 7days dont contact each other , when i see calender i just noticed that , our Anniversary :')
Don't know how to said my feeling now , but surely it is HURT .
Even im crying , even i tears , stress still keep coming to my brain .
Without him , my family will less stress .
As a daughter , i cant let my mummy stressful , she getting older and weakness .
But we no same as her , we still younger ..
I leaving you , let us get a new patner who are mostly match us .
I can know that im no that girl . x)
Everywhere..even i watching something , i feel like want to sharing with you , want to discuss when it happen at our future .
After that , start tearing .. Silently.....
In chinese , got 2 love , one call big love one call small love.
Big love , you can sharing your love to all ,you can cause of them and sacrifice yourself .
Small love , you just only do what you love to do . Never care about other . It also called Selfish love.
We break no just for our own good , also for my family .
They love me , Same like me loving them so much .
If let you choosing, i know you will choose Family.
Everytime when i saying break , i think my love for you are lessing , but when it become real , it suddenly FULLY in my brain .
Someone said that is cause of im habit about it , without it , me will suddenly no habit my new life .
Someone said TIME can let all the memories passed .
You might seeing me typing .. let me said something to you..
Even what you had done for me , we still are far distance , i dont know is it real?
You no need to prove it , cause wont have any chances .
Im selfsih , bad ..i hurting you so much .. i know that.
If i can back the day we make friends , surely i wont be your girlfriend , let you so painful in this one year .
First time , i loving a man so much , i doing for a man so much , i showing myself so much ..
A lot of things and memories in this ONE YEAR .
One Year , look short but we did many things in this one year .
Lucky met you in my life , we never can go back .
Just walk to your new road , face to your new life .
Dont hard head on me , this shit x)
Writed by Ayn .
22th Jan 2013
